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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
This is how it all ends
This is it. Last post. After around 7 months of blogging, I have gotten completely off course and have gone on to use this as a journal. Something I was trying to avoid. I wanted to have blog to show pictures of retarded black men in shopping carts, but I have failed in my mission, so I bid adieu to all who kept checking back. Unless there is incredible public outcry, this will be end for "livingwithoutintestines.blogspot.com." Even though livingwithoutintestines was the best address name ever. But before I go, I must urge all to rent, buy, borrow, but please don't steal
Not like I need to urge you that much. A great, great, great, great, great flick that I enjoyed thouroughly. Even better than the first in my opinion, but many have argued with me on that point. It's just I prefer more bad-ass diolouge to senseless violence, although both are good times in my book. Volume 2 is just more of my kind of cool. So, since most of you have hopefully seen the first, you'll bee seeing this one. If the first one scared you off because of the violence, check this one out, you don't have to see the first to see this one. If you've already seen it, I'm sure you're buying it.
We've really had a bunch of dang cool flicks this year. KILL BILL vol 2, ANCHORMAN, SPIDEY 2, ETERNAL SUNSHINE. STARSKY AND HUTCH and DAWN OF THE DEAD were pretty cool too, though not up to the coolness of the others. And that's not all the good movies this year, just the ones that I find particularly cool. Then later this year we're gonna get SKY CAPTAIN AND THE WORLD OF TOMORROW(which is gonna rock, just you wait), HERO, THE LIFE AQUATIC, and I'm sure others I am not thinking of. Better than last year where the only really cool flicks were KILL BILL vol. 1, BUBBA HO-TEP, PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN, and RETURN OF THE KING. And I think the flicks this year have last years pretty much beat, although none of them have had any awesome Elvis action like BUBBA HO-TEP. Well, I guess, I better end this, I could keep talking movie forever.
I end this blog with the lyrics to a song by the only band that could ever truly express my feelings, ABBA.
No more carefree laughter
Silence ever after
Walking through an empty house, tears in my eyes
Here is where the story ends, this is goodbye
Knowing me, knowing you
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you
We just have to face it, this time we're through
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do
Memories, good days, bad days
They'll be with me always
In these old familiar rooms children would play
Now there's only emptiness, nothing to say
Knowing me, knowing you
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you
We just have to face it, this time we're through
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do
"LADIO!!!! LADIO!!! I AM LADIO!!!!!"
http://livingwithoutintestines.blogspot.com
November 2003 - August 2004
Rest in Peace
Give me back my son
This is it. Last post. After around 7 months of blogging, I have gotten completely off course and have gone on to use this as a journal. Something I was trying to avoid. I wanted to have blog to show pictures of retarded black men in shopping carts, but I have failed in my mission, so I bid adieu to all who kept checking back. Unless there is incredible public outcry, this will be end for "livingwithoutintestines.blogspot.com." Even though livingwithoutintestines was the best address name ever. But before I go, I must urge all to rent, buy, borrow, but please don't steal
Not like I need to urge you that much. A great, great, great, great, great flick that I enjoyed thouroughly. Even better than the first in my opinion, but many have argued with me on that point. It's just I prefer more bad-ass diolouge to senseless violence, although both are good times in my book. Volume 2 is just more of my kind of cool. So, since most of you have hopefully seen the first, you'll bee seeing this one. If the first one scared you off because of the violence, check this one out, you don't have to see the first to see this one. If you've already seen it, I'm sure you're buying it.
We've really had a bunch of dang cool flicks this year. KILL BILL vol 2, ANCHORMAN, SPIDEY 2, ETERNAL SUNSHINE. STARSKY AND HUTCH and DAWN OF THE DEAD were pretty cool too, though not up to the coolness of the others. And that's not all the good movies this year, just the ones that I find particularly cool. Then later this year we're gonna get SKY CAPTAIN AND THE WORLD OF TOMORROW(which is gonna rock, just you wait), HERO, THE LIFE AQUATIC, and I'm sure others I am not thinking of. Better than last year where the only really cool flicks were KILL BILL vol. 1, BUBBA HO-TEP, PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN, and RETURN OF THE KING. And I think the flicks this year have last years pretty much beat, although none of them have had any awesome Elvis action like BUBBA HO-TEP. Well, I guess, I better end this, I could keep talking movie forever.
I end this blog with the lyrics to a song by the only band that could ever truly express my feelings, ABBA.
No more carefree laughter
Silence ever after
Walking through an empty house, tears in my eyes
Here is where the story ends, this is goodbye
Knowing me, knowing you
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you
We just have to face it, this time we're through
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do
Memories, good days, bad days
They'll be with me always
In these old familiar rooms children would play
Now there's only emptiness, nothing to say
Knowing me, knowing you
There is nothing we can do
Knowing me, knowing you
We just have to face it, this time we're through
Breaking up is never easy, I know but I have to go
Knowing me, knowing you
It's the best I can do
"LADIO!!!! LADIO!!! I AM LADIO!!!!!"
http://livingwithoutintestines.blogspot.com
November 2003 - August 2004
Rest in Peace
Give me back my son
Sunday, July 25, 2004
well, do you care?
i think i am about to pull the plug on this blog
do people still check?
do people care?
do people object?
are blogs a thing of the past?
do people actually enjoy hardcore pornography?
and when will i stop listening to ABBA?
do people still check?
do people care?
do people object?
are blogs a thing of the past?
do people actually enjoy hardcore pornography?
and when will i stop listening to ABBA?
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
blah blah blah blahg
"Everyone has those bad habits. Those things that despite how much one is disgusted by his own actions, he still finds morbid pleasure out of these activities. I find mine being cow sex, child molesting, and blogging."
-George Washington
oh, blah blah blah blah blah blah blahditty blah blahgging blahgging blaah blah blahbitty bitty blah i don't understand life blah blah blah it's boring blah blah blah why don't people do things more often blah blah blah maybe i'm not invited blah blah blah blah wah wah wah whine and complain bitch and moan blah blah blah why don't girls like me blah statics show at least one of them has the boobs blah blah blah i just want sex blah blah blah now blah blah my life is so confusing blah blah blah now let me tell you my deep feelings blah blah blah i don't know who i am blah blah i don't understand life blah blah blah i love blahgs blah blah blogs blahgs they're wonderful things blah blah can't get enough blah blah blah blah it helps clean all your feelings from your mind and flush them down the internet toilet into everyone's minds blah blah its like an enema for the mind blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
i'm taking a break from this, man. this blogging. or blahgging if you want to be as clever as me. i'll come back to it sometime. but not to talk about my life or analyze or do any of that. this is a break to help me purge the urge to talk about my life and stuff like that on this thing. it's not a healthy way to spend my time. i think it's almost caused me to care too much. which for me is to start caring at all. i'm trying to get back to the right frame of mind. i liked my last few posts, but i was about to write about my life and thoughts and stuff that wouldn't be of any real help to anybody and they weren't any real deep thoughts that a brisk walk, a movie, or hanging out with Jed or Davey wouldn't cure. i'm not gonna update this blog nor go to anyone else's blog(well, at least people around here's blogs) for a while. it's just something i need to do. i have noticed that people haven't been updating their blogs as much. good for you guys, but the fact that i actually noticed is a bit sad.
so, i guess this would be a good time to post how much you hate me in your own blogs since i won't be reading them. or go to the comments and tell me how much you love this and me to encourage me to come back to this. then i'll tell you to fuck off. i do what i want.
yeah, so i'm going to go watch some movies. have a great summer. and
GIVE ME BACK MY SON!!!
"Everyone has those bad habits. Those things that despite how much one is disgusted by his own actions, he still finds morbid pleasure out of these activities. I find mine being cow sex, child molesting, and blogging."
-George Washington
oh, blah blah blah blah blah blah blahditty blah blahgging blahgging blaah blah blahbitty bitty blah i don't understand life blah blah blah it's boring blah blah blah why don't people do things more often blah blah blah maybe i'm not invited blah blah blah blah wah wah wah whine and complain bitch and moan blah blah blah why don't girls like me blah statics show at least one of them has the boobs blah blah blah i just want sex blah blah blah now blah blah my life is so confusing blah blah blah now let me tell you my deep feelings blah blah blah i don't know who i am blah blah i don't understand life blah blah blah i love blahgs blah blah blogs blahgs they're wonderful things blah blah can't get enough blah blah blah blah it helps clean all your feelings from your mind and flush them down the internet toilet into everyone's minds blah blah its like an enema for the mind blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
i'm taking a break from this, man. this blogging. or blahgging if you want to be as clever as me. i'll come back to it sometime. but not to talk about my life or analyze or do any of that. this is a break to help me purge the urge to talk about my life and stuff like that on this thing. it's not a healthy way to spend my time. i think it's almost caused me to care too much. which for me is to start caring at all. i'm trying to get back to the right frame of mind. i liked my last few posts, but i was about to write about my life and thoughts and stuff that wouldn't be of any real help to anybody and they weren't any real deep thoughts that a brisk walk, a movie, or hanging out with Jed or Davey wouldn't cure. i'm not gonna update this blog nor go to anyone else's blog(well, at least people around here's blogs) for a while. it's just something i need to do. i have noticed that people haven't been updating their blogs as much. good for you guys, but the fact that i actually noticed is a bit sad.
so, i guess this would be a good time to post how much you hate me in your own blogs since i won't be reading them. or go to the comments and tell me how much you love this and me to encourage me to come back to this. then i'll tell you to fuck off. i do what i want.
yeah, so i'm going to go watch some movies. have a great summer. and
GIVE ME BACK MY SON!!!
Sunday, May 09, 2004
Hey this looks different
The ol' Blogger people redesigned the ol' blogger place. So this feels kinda new and exciting even though I've been at this blogging thing for awhile.
One thing that they've done is made it easier to look back over your previous posts. It's great. It's interesting going back over them. My blog used to be a lot more fun. Well, my last post of Quotes and Cliches was pretty fun. I'm going to do that again. Overall it's a good change.
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Marky Mark was a pretty awesome guy wasn't he? A whole lot cooler than Mark Wahlberg. Mark Wahlberg is just holding the Marky Marky down. I'm thinking of trying to be more like Marky Mark. Totally at one of the artwalks I should just totally dress all Marky Mark(which basically means to take off my shirt) and just do a whole Marky Mark rap set. That'd totally ROCK! Just like Marky Mark.
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To love is to suffer.
To avoid suffering one must not love.
But then one suffers from not loving.
Therefore, to love is to suffer;
Not to love is to suffer;
To suffer is to suffer.
To be happy is to love.
To be happy, then, is to suffer,
But suffering makes one unhappy.
Therefore, to be happy, one must love
Or love to suffer
Or suffer from too much happiness.
-Diane Keaton in Woody Allen's Love and Death
One thing that they've done is made it easier to look back over your previous posts. It's great. It's interesting going back over them. My blog used to be a lot more fun. Well, my last post of Quotes and Cliches was pretty fun. I'm going to do that again. Overall it's a good change.
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Marky Mark was a pretty awesome guy wasn't he? A whole lot cooler than Mark Wahlberg. Mark Wahlberg is just holding the Marky Marky down. I'm thinking of trying to be more like Marky Mark. Totally at one of the artwalks I should just totally dress all Marky Mark(which basically means to take off my shirt) and just do a whole Marky Mark rap set. That'd totally ROCK! Just like Marky Mark.
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To love is to suffer.
To avoid suffering one must not love.
But then one suffers from not loving.
Therefore, to love is to suffer;
Not to love is to suffer;
To suffer is to suffer.
To be happy is to love.
To be happy, then, is to suffer,
But suffering makes one unhappy.
Therefore, to be happy, one must love
Or love to suffer
Or suffer from too much happiness.
-Diane Keaton in Woody Allen's Love and Death
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
Quotes and cliches
"You know that look women get when they want sex? Me neither."
-Steve Martin
Haste makes waste
"I don't want to achieve immortality through my work, I want to achieve it by not dying."
-Woody Allen
"A man is a success if he gets up in the morning and goes to bed at night and in between does what he wants to do."
-Bob Dylan
All is fair in love and war.
"A man's only as old as the woman he feels."
-Groucho Marx
"When caught between two evils I generally pick the one I've never tried before."
-Mae West
An apple a day keeps the doctor away.
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
"Everyone should keep someone else's diary."
-Oscar Wilde
"If it turns out that there is a God, I don't think that he's evil. But the worst that you can say about him is that basically he's an underachiever." -Woody Allen
The more things change, the more they stay the same
"I could never be a woman, 'cause I'd just stay home and play with my breasts all day."
-Steve Martin
"I am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful."
-Marilyn Monroe
Every cloud has a silver lining
"I can't sit through plays and musical theatre. I just want to run up onstage and mess up their hair and turn over the furniture."
-Billy Bob Thornton
"Life doesn't imitate art. It imitates bad television."
-Woody Allen
Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country
"It's a small world, but I wouldn't want to paint it."
-Steven Wright
"I don't like the idea of getting killed, of anybody getting killed, but especially me."
-Clint Eastwood
Money can't buy you happiness
"Those are my principles, and if you don't like them... well, I have others."
-Groucho Marx
"Too much of a good thing is wonderful."
-Mae West
Such is life, and it's getting sucher and sucher
"You know that look women get when they want sex? Me neither."
-Steve Martin
Haste makes waste
"I don't want to achieve immortality through my work, I want to achieve it by not dying."
-Woody Allen
"A man is a success if he gets up in the morning and goes to bed at night and in between does what he wants to do."
-Bob Dylan
All is fair in love and war.
"A man's only as old as the woman he feels."
-Groucho Marx
"When caught between two evils I generally pick the one I've never tried before."
-Mae West
An apple a day keeps the doctor away.
When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.
"Everyone should keep someone else's diary."
-Oscar Wilde
"If it turns out that there is a God, I don't think that he's evil. But the worst that you can say about him is that basically he's an underachiever." -Woody Allen
The more things change, the more they stay the same
"I could never be a woman, 'cause I'd just stay home and play with my breasts all day."
-Steve Martin
"I am not interested in money. I just want to be wonderful."
-Marilyn Monroe
Every cloud has a silver lining
"I can't sit through plays and musical theatre. I just want to run up onstage and mess up their hair and turn over the furniture."
-Billy Bob Thornton
"Life doesn't imitate art. It imitates bad television."
-Woody Allen
Ask not what your country can do for you, but what you can do for your country
"It's a small world, but I wouldn't want to paint it."
-Steven Wright
"I don't like the idea of getting killed, of anybody getting killed, but especially me."
-Clint Eastwood
Money can't buy you happiness
"Those are my principles, and if you don't like them... well, I have others."
-Groucho Marx
"Too much of a good thing is wonderful."
-Mae West
Such is life, and it's getting sucher and sucher
Monday, May 03, 2004
That was the end, beautiful friends
Well, Footloose is done. It's over. It is no more. It now only lives in our hearts and memories. I'm gonna miss it. I didn't think I would, but I will. I do. It was really fun to perform. I'm going to miss performing it. It gave me such a great performing high. It's like I became addicted to performing again. And now my supply has been cut off. Guess, I'll just have to go back to sniffing glue. I don't know how much I'll miss practicing it besides the fact that it gave me something fun to do. Actually, I probably will. Looking back, it really was a good time. Thanks to everyone. It was fun.
Another reason why I have more of a feeling of loss about this more than I have with most of the other plays is that I know what's coming up next. STEEL MAGNOLIAS!!! Now, more than ever, do I think that that is a really horrible idea. Mainly because of what we accomplished with Footloose. Saturday night, we had the most people ever at one of the plays. Ever. We set the record. I mean, I heard of people who don't normally go to anything like this, but heard it was good, so they came. If Slechta played it right, he could really build on the success of this. I don't know if 6 woman sitting around a hair salon place(or whatever the setting of it is) will be the right way to follow up. Also I bet he could get more students involved if they knew it was going to be something like Footloose. I don't know what would be good to follow Footloose, though. Maybe anything. Also what is Story Theatre? or whatever the name of the play after Steel Magnolias is. The name just sounds like it will suck. I hope it's something good. It'd be nice to go out on something good. I'm kinda jealous of the seniors who get to go out with this. This is like the perfect play to go out on. Something that was a lotta fun, set records, people loved. Lucky bastards.
In my last post I wrote that I wanted this weekend to be great cuz I was having a great time in life. Well, yeah, it was a really good weekend. I don't know, I guess the kind of weekend where at the end of it you're listening to a bunch of U2 and watching a bunch of Woody Allen films. Which is what I did after the strike party last night. It was a good night.
And now it's Monday. Funny how life works like that.
Hit it with a swagger
Underneath I'm not that strong
I'm just making it up as I go along
Well, Footloose is done. It's over. It is no more. It now only lives in our hearts and memories. I'm gonna miss it. I didn't think I would, but I will. I do. It was really fun to perform. I'm going to miss performing it. It gave me such a great performing high. It's like I became addicted to performing again. And now my supply has been cut off. Guess, I'll just have to go back to sniffing glue. I don't know how much I'll miss practicing it besides the fact that it gave me something fun to do. Actually, I probably will. Looking back, it really was a good time. Thanks to everyone. It was fun.
Another reason why I have more of a feeling of loss about this more than I have with most of the other plays is that I know what's coming up next. STEEL MAGNOLIAS!!! Now, more than ever, do I think that that is a really horrible idea. Mainly because of what we accomplished with Footloose. Saturday night, we had the most people ever at one of the plays. Ever. We set the record. I mean, I heard of people who don't normally go to anything like this, but heard it was good, so they came. If Slechta played it right, he could really build on the success of this. I don't know if 6 woman sitting around a hair salon place(or whatever the setting of it is) will be the right way to follow up. Also I bet he could get more students involved if they knew it was going to be something like Footloose. I don't know what would be good to follow Footloose, though. Maybe anything. Also what is Story Theatre? or whatever the name of the play after Steel Magnolias is. The name just sounds like it will suck. I hope it's something good. It'd be nice to go out on something good. I'm kinda jealous of the seniors who get to go out with this. This is like the perfect play to go out on. Something that was a lotta fun, set records, people loved. Lucky bastards.
In my last post I wrote that I wanted this weekend to be great cuz I was having a great time in life. Well, yeah, it was a really good weekend. I don't know, I guess the kind of weekend where at the end of it you're listening to a bunch of U2 and watching a bunch of Woody Allen films. Which is what I did after the strike party last night. It was a good night.
And now it's Monday. Funny how life works like that.
Hit it with a swagger
Underneath I'm not that strong
I'm just making it up as I go along
Saturday, May 01, 2004
Hold me closer tiny dancer...
I never have such an overwhelming feeling that I've let down my manhood as when I'm playing DDR, foosball, or when I'm watching Jackie Chan movies.
I want this weekend to be great. I've had a really great time last weekend and a really enjoyable week and I've had a really happy feeling about life. I don't want it to stop.
Yesterday, I was over at Davey's for over 6 hours watching Jackie Chan flicks. It was some great times. I totally want to do stuff like that more often. As Davey said sometime during Operation Condor, "Jackie is the fucking man!" I've gotta agree. Damn Jackie is awesome. He just whips a chair around and smashes it and then does something else even cooler. Good times. And we're definately getting together and watching more soon.
I was at Amy Gookin's house earlier tonight. Never been there before. Her basement is the kind that was meant to have parties. I could actually probably make my basement like that if I got the energy to move stuff around. We watched Airplane! at first. It'd been a while since I've watched it. I have no idea why I don't own it. I need to. I need more fun party type movies. One's where everyone's like "dude, that rules! What?!? You haven't seen it?!!?? MY GOD, we're putting this in!! You've totally got to watch it!" Of course, I don't like ever have people over to my house, so I guess, there's no hurry. Hmm...maybe I should have people over more. I guess, like I said, if I like did stuff to my basement it'd be cooler. I don't know. Later, people started playing DDR. Which is fun, you know, but not that fun. Maybe I just wasn't in the mood for DDR.
I don't know exactly why it came into my head, but I really want a special edition dvd of Blade Runner, that'll have both the original and director's cut version. That movies just cool. I need to own it!!
I'm in a mood right now where I like want something or do something, but I don't really know what. You know like that U2 song, I still haven't found what I'm looking for. I don't know, maybe I just wanna watch fucking Blade Runner.
Damn, this movie is cool! I'm going to have to stop looking at pics for it or else I'll start crying that I'm not watching it.
I don't know, right now I think I either want to be in love or be a complete bad-ass who doesn't need anybody. Or want anybody. I've got a poster for The Godfather part III hanging above my bed. Yeah, it's a pretty weak movie, but Al Pacino looks so cool and bad-ass in that picture. He really helps me keep things in focus. And then I cry that I'm nowhere near as cool as him. I'm often torn between two feelings of how to be. On one hand I want to be Cary Grant, you know just cool, suave, someone the ladies love and the guys gotta respect. On the other hand, I want to be a bad-ass like Clint Eastwood. Or maybe just somebody like Christopher Walken or Steve Buscemi. I'd probably have a better chance of being like Buscemi or Walken than to be a incredibly cool suave guy. Although, I do look like Hugh Grant. What do you think? Am I more like Cary Grant or Steve Buscemi?
This reminds me I was reading like archives on Gregory's blog and he wrote about the casting of The Odyssey that he thought that me as the Professor was the second worst casting because the Professor was cool, calm, and smart. And I wasn't. I guess, he was saying I was lame, out of control, and stupid. It just made me laugh. Plus he posted that on my birthday.
I need to go get to sleep. Slechta wants us all to be fresh and ready for the people tomorrow night. It's going to be a whole lot of freakin' people.
"The light that burns twice as bright burns half as long - and you have burned so very, very brightly."
"All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain."
I never have such an overwhelming feeling that I've let down my manhood as when I'm playing DDR, foosball, or when I'm watching Jackie Chan movies.
I want this weekend to be great. I've had a really great time last weekend and a really enjoyable week and I've had a really happy feeling about life. I don't want it to stop.
Yesterday, I was over at Davey's for over 6 hours watching Jackie Chan flicks. It was some great times. I totally want to do stuff like that more often. As Davey said sometime during Operation Condor, "Jackie is the fucking man!" I've gotta agree. Damn Jackie is awesome. He just whips a chair around and smashes it and then does something else even cooler. Good times. And we're definately getting together and watching more soon.
I was at Amy Gookin's house earlier tonight. Never been there before. Her basement is the kind that was meant to have parties. I could actually probably make my basement like that if I got the energy to move stuff around. We watched Airplane! at first. It'd been a while since I've watched it. I have no idea why I don't own it. I need to. I need more fun party type movies. One's where everyone's like "dude, that rules! What?!? You haven't seen it?!!?? MY GOD, we're putting this in!! You've totally got to watch it!" Of course, I don't like ever have people over to my house, so I guess, there's no hurry. Hmm...maybe I should have people over more. I guess, like I said, if I like did stuff to my basement it'd be cooler. I don't know. Later, people started playing DDR. Which is fun, you know, but not that fun. Maybe I just wasn't in the mood for DDR.
I don't know exactly why it came into my head, but I really want a special edition dvd of Blade Runner, that'll have both the original and director's cut version. That movies just cool. I need to own it!!
I'm in a mood right now where I like want something or do something, but I don't really know what. You know like that U2 song, I still haven't found what I'm looking for. I don't know, maybe I just wanna watch fucking Blade Runner.
Damn, this movie is cool! I'm going to have to stop looking at pics for it or else I'll start crying that I'm not watching it.
I don't know, right now I think I either want to be in love or be a complete bad-ass who doesn't need anybody. Or want anybody. I've got a poster for The Godfather part III hanging above my bed. Yeah, it's a pretty weak movie, but Al Pacino looks so cool and bad-ass in that picture. He really helps me keep things in focus. And then I cry that I'm nowhere near as cool as him. I'm often torn between two feelings of how to be. On one hand I want to be Cary Grant, you know just cool, suave, someone the ladies love and the guys gotta respect. On the other hand, I want to be a bad-ass like Clint Eastwood. Or maybe just somebody like Christopher Walken or Steve Buscemi. I'd probably have a better chance of being like Buscemi or Walken than to be a incredibly cool suave guy. Although, I do look like Hugh Grant. What do you think? Am I more like Cary Grant or Steve Buscemi?
This reminds me I was reading like archives on Gregory's blog and he wrote about the casting of The Odyssey that he thought that me as the Professor was the second worst casting because the Professor was cool, calm, and smart. And I wasn't. I guess, he was saying I was lame, out of control, and stupid. It just made me laugh. Plus he posted that on my birthday.
I need to go get to sleep. Slechta wants us all to be fresh and ready for the people tomorrow night. It's going to be a whole lot of freakin' people.
"The light that burns twice as bright burns half as long - and you have burned so very, very brightly."
"All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain."
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Did you write the book of love? And do you have faith in God above? If the Bible tells you so...
heh, I meant to write in here sooner and say something about how I had a great weekend. But I've been either doing stuff or have been too tired. And now the week is halfway through and now seems like old stuff. Well, I guess, I already posted some thoughts on Footloose and Saturday night had even more people, but less energy from us on stage, although I think we started kicking it up after intermission. And Saturday afternoon, I entertained the folks at Davey's LAN. Sunday, I just chilled and then me and Carrie hanged out at the coffee house for a little while and then we went over to Gregory's, where Gregory, Collin, and I continued to write a movie(Carrie also provided some ideas).
Hmm...I guess, I just basically gave the rundown my weekend. An abridged version. I don't know, I probably would've expounded on various things more. But anyway, it was some good times.
uh, and now I guess, I haven't really done anything all that exciting to write about. I could write some of the thoughts floating around in my head. Eh, but who wants to hear about that.
heh, I meant to write in here sooner and say something about how I had a great weekend. But I've been either doing stuff or have been too tired. And now the week is halfway through and now seems like old stuff. Well, I guess, I already posted some thoughts on Footloose and Saturday night had even more people, but less energy from us on stage, although I think we started kicking it up after intermission. And Saturday afternoon, I entertained the folks at Davey's LAN. Sunday, I just chilled and then me and Carrie hanged out at the coffee house for a little while and then we went over to Gregory's, where Gregory, Collin, and I continued to write a movie(Carrie also provided some ideas).
Hmm...I guess, I just basically gave the rundown my weekend. An abridged version. I don't know, I probably would've expounded on various things more. But anyway, it was some good times.
uh, and now I guess, I haven't really done anything all that exciting to write about. I could write some of the thoughts floating around in my head. Eh, but who wants to hear about that.
Saturday, April 24, 2004
FOOT....CUT.....LOOSE
whoooaaaaaoooooaaaaaaooooooaaa!!
Well, Footloose's opening night was last night and I've gotta say it went really really well. That's not strong enough. We ROCKED!!! Man, there was so many people there! Like the whole middle section of the auditorium was like packed and the sides were pretty full too. And the audience was awesome! Maybe the best audience for one of the plays I've seen. They clapped all the time and laughed at everything. And that just gives you more energy to go out and give em more. Ah, good times. It was cool seeing all the people who have never been in one of the plays before and never quite experienced that whole feeling, especially when it was an audience like we had.
And going around greeting the people afterwards is almost as fun as performing. Just having everyone giving you love. It's a beautiful thing. It really makes you feel good. And I've got like so much energy afterwards. I don't really get all energetic and excited until I see the audience. Once I realize that there are people out there to entertain. Then I start going. And I just don't stop. I was still going when I got home. I had to watch a bad-ass 80s Kurt Russell action flick(Escape From New York - that movie rules). Good times, brother, good times.
People loved Mama Says... It was one of everyone's favorites, I've been told. That's great. I messed up a part of the song last night, though. I felt awful. I was like, "it was almost flawless until that." But I guess, most of the audience didn't notice and neither did Sam, so hey, I'll do better tonight.
Davey has got a LAN thing going on. I'm going to head over later with my guitar and provide entertainment. I can't play guitar, so it'll be some good times.
I'm always having good times.
except when I'm hearing about porn from a creepy half-naked boy while I'm putting on my pants in the men's restroom *shivers*
Well, Footloose's opening night was last night and I've gotta say it went really really well. That's not strong enough. We ROCKED!!! Man, there was so many people there! Like the whole middle section of the auditorium was like packed and the sides were pretty full too. And the audience was awesome! Maybe the best audience for one of the plays I've seen. They clapped all the time and laughed at everything. And that just gives you more energy to go out and give em more. Ah, good times. It was cool seeing all the people who have never been in one of the plays before and never quite experienced that whole feeling, especially when it was an audience like we had.
And going around greeting the people afterwards is almost as fun as performing. Just having everyone giving you love. It's a beautiful thing. It really makes you feel good. And I've got like so much energy afterwards. I don't really get all energetic and excited until I see the audience. Once I realize that there are people out there to entertain. Then I start going. And I just don't stop. I was still going when I got home. I had to watch a bad-ass 80s Kurt Russell action flick(Escape From New York - that movie rules). Good times, brother, good times.
People loved Mama Says... It was one of everyone's favorites, I've been told. That's great. I messed up a part of the song last night, though. I felt awful. I was like, "it was almost flawless until that." But I guess, most of the audience didn't notice and neither did Sam, so hey, I'll do better tonight.
Davey has got a LAN thing going on. I'm going to head over later with my guitar and provide entertainment. I can't play guitar, so it'll be some good times.
I'm always having good times.
except when I'm hearing about porn from a creepy half-naked boy while I'm putting on my pants in the men's restroom *shivers*
Thursday, April 22, 2004
I have come here to chew bubblegum and kick ass....And I'm all out of bubblegum
Wow, I don't know, but Michael Smith telling you about his favorite porn while your in the men's restroom barely clothed, just kinda scars your mind. I can't get it out of my head don't know what to do. I just feel dirty. *shivers* *shivers again* oh god.....i don't know how to handle this
Anyway *shivers* other than that, Footloose has been going pretty good. Well, today was pretty weak, but that's kinda understandable, I guess. And also Michael added that bit of.....er.....class to my day. *shivers* But Footloose is fun. I can now say that. I couldn't really say that before. I mean, I always have fun no matter what I'm doin', but Footloose practices just weren't adding to the fun. I don't know, maybe it was learning all the dances, I don't know, but I can now say Footloose is a fun time. Well....with the exceptions when a certain person tells of one of his favorite things(i'm not going to mention it again or else I think i'll start convulsing).
life is funny sometimes
and sometimes it's not.
ah, well, life is pretty cool. Kill Bill vol. 2 totally ruled! Dear Lord, I love that ,p I'm going to try to see it again theatrically. If it were playing in town, man, i'd be going like every night, so for my sake, I guess it's a good thing it's not in town. Although, it is coming to Ottumwa tomorrow. As well as, Jersey Girl, might have to check that one out too. I thought Envy was coming out tomorrow, but I guess not til the 30. Which I guess, gives me more time to see vol. 2 again.
heh, i kinda wanted to write more, but i don't know what to write. Bah, I've got stuff to watch, stuff to read, you know stuff. So, just have a good life, brother.
hmm....maybe Lacuna could help me erase that certain part of today.
Wow, I don't know, but Michael Smith telling you about his favorite porn while your in the men's restroom barely clothed, just kinda scars your mind. I can't get it out of my head don't know what to do. I just feel dirty. *shivers* *shivers again* oh god.....i don't know how to handle this
Anyway *shivers* other than that, Footloose has been going pretty good. Well, today was pretty weak, but that's kinda understandable, I guess. And also Michael added that bit of.....er.....class to my day. *shivers* But Footloose is fun. I can now say that. I couldn't really say that before. I mean, I always have fun no matter what I'm doin', but Footloose practices just weren't adding to the fun. I don't know, maybe it was learning all the dances, I don't know, but I can now say Footloose is a fun time. Well....with the exceptions when a certain person tells of one of his favorite things(i'm not going to mention it again or else I think i'll start convulsing).
life is funny sometimes
and sometimes it's not.
ah, well, life is pretty cool. Kill Bill vol. 2 totally ruled! Dear Lord, I love that ,p I'm going to try to see it again theatrically. If it were playing in town, man, i'd be going like every night, so for my sake, I guess it's a good thing it's not in town. Although, it is coming to Ottumwa tomorrow. As well as, Jersey Girl, might have to check that one out too. I thought Envy was coming out tomorrow, but I guess not til the 30. Which I guess, gives me more time to see vol. 2 again.
heh, i kinda wanted to write more, but i don't know what to write. Bah, I've got stuff to watch, stuff to read, you know stuff. So, just have a good life, brother.
hmm....maybe Lacuna could help me erase that certain part of today.
